My little darling

3-12-15
Today I go in for a second blood test to make sure all is well with you.  I won't find out the results until Friday afternoon though.  I pray for you, that God is holding you and forming and shaping you and that you are growing where you are supposed to and that all is well and peaceful for you.
My little blueberry, sigh.  All I want to do is "google" and "pinterest" and find out what my body is doing and why and if it is normal and you are okay.  I just want to plan and prepare and dream about you! 
I am so in love with your amazing Father.  He is very kind, and caring, and beyond anything I ever wanted in a mate.  He is beyond smart, I hope you get his brainiac skills.  I was good at school and I am not stupid but he is just brilliant.  I am a hands-on learner and he can teach himself from books.
We both love the classroom though.