3-24-15
Today I kind of felt you, I think. Right before I got out of bed I felt a little gas like jerk/flutter in my lower left belly area. Right when I felt it I wondered if maybe it was you. My sister told me that most likely it was! You are too cute. I am so in love with you and I haven't even met you yet.
Thursday, March 26, 2015
Sunday, March 22, 2015
Lil darling
3-22-15
Hey baby,
We started telling people about you. It is so exciting and I just can't believe it!
We plan to tell the rest of the family on Easter and then work the Tuesday after that and then post it for the world AKA Facebook. :)
It is so hard to keep this in, I just want to shout it out everywhere I go - I am pregnant!
I am going to be a mommy! Wow, this May will kinda be my first Mother's Day. How amazing.
You are such a little miracle. An amazing surprise! My heart is so full.
Love you so much already. I can't wait to feel you move and see you grow inside me.
Hey baby,
We started telling people about you. It is so exciting and I just can't believe it!
We plan to tell the rest of the family on Easter and then work the Tuesday after that and then post it for the world AKA Facebook. :)
It is so hard to keep this in, I just want to shout it out everywhere I go - I am pregnant!
I am going to be a mommy! Wow, this May will kinda be my first Mother's Day. How amazing.
You are such a little miracle. An amazing surprise! My heart is so full.
Love you so much already. I can't wait to feel you move and see you grow inside me.
Friday, March 20, 2015
Waiting
3/17/15 -
I have been waiting my whole life to be a mommy and now I am so amazed that this dream is becoming a reality! I have been to the specialist and have been working on getting to know my body and how it works (or in my case what doesn't work) and problem solve how to help. After two tests,
I took the hormone to make my cycle come and waited, and waited....finally I emailed and asked how long it should take. They told me if it hadn't come by a certain day to call and we would work out the next step. I decided to take a pregnancy test before I called just to let them know that I wasn't and continue to the next step to fix me. Well, I was quite surprised to see TWO lines on BOTH tests I took! But I thought it could be the drugs I had taken or a cyst or something giving false results. Well, two blood tests later I am doing well and waiting for the first glance at you my darling little Macaroni!
I have been waiting my whole life to be a mommy and now I am so amazed that this dream is becoming a reality! I have been to the specialist and have been working on getting to know my body and how it works (or in my case what doesn't work) and problem solve how to help. After two tests,
I took the hormone to make my cycle come and waited, and waited....finally I emailed and asked how long it should take. They told me if it hadn't come by a certain day to call and we would work out the next step. I decided to take a pregnancy test before I called just to let them know that I wasn't and continue to the next step to fix me. Well, I was quite surprised to see TWO lines on BOTH tests I took! But I thought it could be the drugs I had taken or a cyst or something giving false results. Well, two blood tests later I am doing well and waiting for the first glance at you my darling little Macaroni!
My little darling
3-12-15
Today I go in for a second blood test to make sure all is well with you. I won't find out the results until Friday afternoon though. I pray for you, that God is holding you and forming and shaping you and that you are growing where you are supposed to and that all is well and peaceful for you.
My little blueberry, sigh. All I want to do is "google" and "pinterest" and find out what my body is doing and why and if it is normal and you are okay. I just want to plan and prepare and dream about you!
I am so in love with your amazing Father. He is very kind, and caring, and beyond anything I ever wanted in a mate. He is beyond smart, I hope you get his brainiac skills. I was good at school and I am not stupid but he is just brilliant. I am a hands-on learner and he can teach himself from books.
We both love the classroom though.
Today I go in for a second blood test to make sure all is well with you. I won't find out the results until Friday afternoon though. I pray for you, that God is holding you and forming and shaping you and that you are growing where you are supposed to and that all is well and peaceful for you.
My little blueberry, sigh. All I want to do is "google" and "pinterest" and find out what my body is doing and why and if it is normal and you are okay. I just want to plan and prepare and dream about you!
I am so in love with your amazing Father. He is very kind, and caring, and beyond anything I ever wanted in a mate. He is beyond smart, I hope you get his brainiac skills. I was good at school and I am not stupid but he is just brilliant. I am a hands-on learner and he can teach himself from books.
We both love the classroom though.
Journal to my baby
3-10-15
Dear little blueberry,
Wow. I just found out not too long ago that you exist. I am beyond excited. I have cried many happy tears that God is trusting you to me even now. I can't feel you yet but my body sure is changing to make room for you. I am amazed, thrilled, I can't even put into words because I can't even wrap my head around it. You are my little dream come true. I have wanted to be a wife and mom since I was four years old. There were many times I had given up on both of these dreams.
And now you are here inside me nestled and growing and being loved.
Wow, just wow. My little one.
Love Mommy
Dear little blueberry,
Wow. I just found out not too long ago that you exist. I am beyond excited. I have cried many happy tears that God is trusting you to me even now. I can't feel you yet but my body sure is changing to make room for you. I am amazed, thrilled, I can't even put into words because I can't even wrap my head around it. You are my little dream come true. I have wanted to be a wife and mom since I was four years old. There were many times I had given up on both of these dreams.
And now you are here inside me nestled and growing and being loved.
Wow, just wow. My little one.
Love Mommy
New Adventures
March 8, 2015 - So, this happened! (I had to double check to make sure it was true).
The story - We have been trying for over a year and a half to have a baby and my body has not been cooperating. So we got tested and I saw the OBGYN and she told me to go to a specialist. So Dr. Dudley met with us, tested me and gave me some drugs to help my body function. We were just getting ready for the help with ovulation but my cycle was not coming and so I emailed my nurse and asked her of we needed to fix my drugs to make my body work and she said if it hadn't come by the 9th to let her know. So I decided to take a test to tell her I wasn't pregnant and then find out how to work the drugs to make my body function. I was surprised to see a faint second line in the first test and it got darker with time. Then a bit later that night I took a different test and it was two dark lines right away. I was flabbergasted. Earl and I were pretty surprised. We talked about how it might be my drugs, or a cyst or something giving false readings. I emailed my nurse and went in for a blood test on the 9th. I found out the results at 2:30pm on the 10th of March! I AM PREGNANT!!!!
WOW, what an amazing miracle. I still can't wrap my mind around it. I still have a hard time believing it. But now I get all the crazy changes that have been going on in my body that I have been pushing aside as PMS or my orthotics. WOW - I am growing a human!!! EEK!!! Right now I am 6 weeks and 1 day according to an APP I found. My baby is the size of a blueberry.
This is so surreal. I am so elated.
The story - We have been trying for over a year and a half to have a baby and my body has not been cooperating. So we got tested and I saw the OBGYN and she told me to go to a specialist. So Dr. Dudley met with us, tested me and gave me some drugs to help my body function. We were just getting ready for the help with ovulation but my cycle was not coming and so I emailed my nurse and asked her of we needed to fix my drugs to make my body work and she said if it hadn't come by the 9th to let her know. So I decided to take a test to tell her I wasn't pregnant and then find out how to work the drugs to make my body function. I was surprised to see a faint second line in the first test and it got darker with time. Then a bit later that night I took a different test and it was two dark lines right away. I was flabbergasted. Earl and I were pretty surprised. We talked about how it might be my drugs, or a cyst or something giving false readings. I emailed my nurse and went in for a blood test on the 9th. I found out the results at 2:30pm on the 10th of March! I AM PREGNANT!!!! WOW, what an amazing miracle. I still can't wrap my mind around it. I still have a hard time believing it. But now I get all the crazy changes that have been going on in my body that I have been pushing aside as PMS or my orthotics. WOW - I am growing a human!!! EEK!!! Right now I am 6 weeks and 1 day according to an APP I found. My baby is the size of a blueberry.
This is so surreal. I am so elated.
Little Peanut!
3/20/15 - Happy 55th Bday Earl. :) We met our little peanut today! Saw the little fluttering heartbeat. Measuring 7 weeks and one day. 143 beats per minute. I know it looks like a little blobby blur but it is our child!!! :)
Tuesday, March 17, 2015
Happy Saint Patrick's Day
3/17/15 -
So this day I forgot to wear green but thankfully my work badge is green so I was saved from pinching. It is one of the only times I am not frowned upon for not being a "red" badger....the other time I don't mind not having a red badge is when their annual security training comes up and I have to schedule it but don't have to go! :)
So this day I forgot to wear green but thankfully my work badge is green so I was saved from pinching. It is one of the only times I am not frowned upon for not being a "red" badger....the other time I don't mind not having a red badge is when their annual security training comes up and I have to schedule it but don't have to go! :)
Saturday, March 14, 2015
Happy Pi Day!
3.14.15 (9:26:53)...
Once in a century this day comes along. People are eating pie to celebrate it, I am not. :)
Once in a century this day comes along. People are eating pie to celebrate it, I am not. :)
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