my husband :)

October 09, 2015 -
Just pondering how amazing my man is.  He truly is my knight, my love, my companion, my champion...  I never knew I could love someone so deeply and openly.  He makes me laugh and he holds me when I cry.  He helps me see outside of the boxes that I get stuck in and shows me new ways to look at problems or even just the world and people.  And the way he shows me how treasured I am shows me so much more of how God sees and adores me.  He thinks of the little things and it really blesses me.  He shares my joy and he brings me more daily.  He champions me through my deepest struggles and celebrates my victories with me.  He motivates me to be a better me and to give my all to see him succeed in his dreams and desires.  He sees my inner beauty and my shine and he gives all he is to make me a better me and help me achieve my dreams.
He made me a wife and now soon a mother too - two of my deepest desires since I was four years old.  I had pretty much given up on them because I couldn't make them occur on my own but God knew the perfect person and the perfect time and I am so glad.
I love being on the adventure of life with this man.  He makes it so much more balanced and enjoyable.  Stealing dance moves in the kitchen, team working to get the dishes done, laughing and snuggling in bed, being free to just be me and know it is safe and I am loved.   Watching him pour all he has on making our yard and our home functional and beautiful.  My husband, my blessing, my forever friend....mine.  :)
I can't wait to see you with our daughter; you will be an amazing daddy.  I love how you talk to her now in my belly and you have been encouraging her to come out and play.  I love sharing the blessing of being a parent with you.  A part of me will probably be a bit jealous of having to share you but I know that there is so much of you to give and to not share would be a waste.  Plus our daughter will need you to teach her all that fun science mathy type stuff.  And she will need you to balance her life too.  She will need you to show her the out of the box thinking and the way life is full of amazing wonders.  She will need you to pray with her and kiss her owies and comfort her and chase down the boys that break her heart.  Her daddy - her hero!
Sigh - we are lucky gals.
Love you Earlpants
with everything I am and have and will be - all my heart forever