My sweet little gummy bear

4/6/15

My sweet lil one.  You had me scared on Friday afternoon, I bled a little and totally freaked out because I thought it meant I would lose you. Apparently it is common and not to be feared.  My nurse was wonderful and set up to where we could check up on you today and make sure all is well.  You are adorable and you look more and more like a child.  You have already grown so much in just a couple of weeks.  Your head is big, probably to fit that giant brain you will inherit from your Daddy.  The Dr. called you a gummy bear, because you kind of look like one right now.  I still favor calling you Mac, it just is so cute.  I still can't really feel you yet, but knowing you are there and growing just gives me a permanent smile on my face.  Oh wow, I wonder if you will inherit my dimple.  I wonder if you will be creative or logical or a mix of both.  I wonder if you will be a lefty or a righty.  I wonder what you will like to explore around you.  Will you want to stay home and build a stable life or will you desire to adventure into far away places?  I can't stop looking at you, you are so beautiful.  You are upside down right now, I thought you weren't supposed to be until later on when you are getting ready to come out but you just like doing headstands I guess.  Wow, my arms can't wait to be wrapped around you...snuggling and cuddling and feeding and singing to you.  Sigh.  I am such a happy Momma.
I pray for you every day and am so amazed at the blessing God is bestowing on your Daddy and I.
Love you lil bug.