Seasons

12-17-13  So my thoughts are about how life is full of changes; like the seasons they have periods of time that they last and then go into hibernation and then bloom and grow! 
My season of being single seemed like it would be one of never ending winter (like in Narnia) when I was in it.  Of course in it were highs and lows, it wasn't totally dreary and lifeless.  I grew so much and learned so much about myself, others, life, etc.  It was a long season and sometimes I still wonder why it took so long to walk through; the worst thing I do is start to look around and compare my season to what looks like someone else's season.  Why does she get flowers now and I have 6 feet of snow?  Why can't I sunbathe today instead of wearing seven layers to keep warm? 
Why did I have to wait until I was 36 to FINALLY end my singleness season?  Why didn't I get to marry my high school love? - Oh wait, maybe because I didn't have one and maybe because I travelled and explored the world, found myself and so many crazy friends, adventure was calling.  Sure, I was lonely for someone to snunggle and kiss and hold me but I was never alone.  I always had a great community around me and had people to pray with and encourage and be encouraged by...